Re Appointments = Major Frustration

This was supossed to be my entry fro yesterday

So we started our monitoring cycles with the RE this week. I went in Thursday morning and I have an 18 mm follie on the L side. The u/s tech said "That's exactly what we want to see, like you'll trigger tonight." Then the nurse said "everything looks great, we'll just wait for your blood work levels to come back and verify everything." She went over the instructions on how to trigger Well they did and the E2 level was only 141. So I went back today. The follies had only grown 1 mm to 19mm and my blood work still wasn't where they want to see it. So I have to go back tomorrow.

The nurse said things like "busted cycle" and poor egg quality. Those type of things stress me out - immensely. I just want to get PG and quickly. We need to have a baby in 2008 - it has to happen or else I will not be responsible for my actions. I just want to be fixed. The whole point to doing the trigger shot is to make me ovulate sooner and with crappy levels I'm never going to get there. I want my body to be like it was before. Is that too much to ask? If this cycle is a bust I really hope Dr. P will re-evaluate our treatment and make a change.

UPDATE: I went in today and my follie was at 20 mm. I was expecting bad news from my bloodwork too, but I got an unexpected surprise. It was 310!!! Yeah, that means I triggered tonight and I should be ovulating soon!!!!