I think I’ve finally hit a point of desperation. I’ve been sad, in denial, angry, frustrated, and now its desperate. Its been a year since we delivered Addy – 2 more unsuccessful pregnancies and that puts us as TTC for 20 months!!!!! Its absolutely insane to think like that.
Its not like I’m going to see a cute baby on the street and steal it, but I just want to have one that is a part of DH and I to go home to at night. I want to share the unconditional love in my heart that I have for Addison with a living, breathing child. I love my Angel, but I want her to have a sibling to look over too. I’m desperate to be successful. I’m desperate to be sleep deprived. I’m desperate to hold my baby and stare. To look at little fingers and little toes………….
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