So I've decided that there has been to much stress on M and I these last two months. From peeing on the CBEFM sticks to taking my temp every morning at EXACTLY the same time, that included setting my alarm on weekends. Knowing that I had to get up at a specific time was totally messing with my sleep patterns - It was very eratic and stressful.
So this cycle I am giving all my TTC paraphernalia to M to hide from me. I don't want to know where the CBEFM or BBT is hiding. I just want to not see it on my night stand or bathroom counter. I'm hoping that not temping, pushing buttons, and peeing on sticks makes this cycle easier, or at least a little stress free. There will be nothing to obsess about each day and that might be healthy for me this month.
Of course, I will still be going to the RE for u/s and b/w to monitor when I ovulate, but at least I'm removing some of the extras from the equation. The RE will tell us when TI is, but I've already kind of figured it out on my calendar - at least the 5 general days that could be during the time frame - the first weekend in April. We have a wedding, of course, so we have to make sure that we don't drink too much. We need straight swimmers.
Another one of my crazy concerns this month is that I am ovulating from my R ovary. When I had my HSG done the dye took a little bit longer to get through that tube. It made it all the way through, but it was slower - so is there some blockage? How is my little egg and M's sperm supposed to make it through if there's obstacles? They deserve at least a straight shot! Come on now body, let's work together and get a happy solution.
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